Tuesday, October 03, 2006

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I woke up today thinking about my presscon, my being single for more than 90% of my life, the recent typhoon, this weekend when I'll be diving in Anilao, the recent case of my father having a mild stroke thus reminding me that my parents are mortal after all, work-related stress due to inter-personal dynamics that tires you down, climate change that will change the face of lives here on earth, the evil behind the perpetrators of ge, those destroying our forests, people inventing destructive weapons and gadgets to kill others, our government whose sole purpose is to make lives difficult and miserable, other governments who are the same, the few people leading their people as they should, my falling in love with straight guys, my falling in love (still) with some women, my quirks, my rantings, my anger, my hopes, my pride, my oh my...

What am I trying to say? I don't know... Anxiety creeps up once in a while and I need a release or even some form of relief... I need a hug, I need intimacy, I neeed someone to talk to the whole night or just be with... Everyone needs someone, I do too...

The Myrmidson (www.themyrmidons.com) provides me some relief this morning as I prepare for my media activity. Here's my favourite song, and the title is MY FAVORITE (have to spell it the American way, hehe):

You're my favorite
You're my favorite
You're my favorite
I still love you
even though you no longer fit

You're my favorite
You're my favorite
FAVORITE
FAVORITE

Honest and truly
Will you always remain faithful
Honest and truly
stay true to me

You're my favorite
You're my favorite
FAVORITE
FAVORITE

Monday, Tuesday na na na na
Wednesday, Thursday na na na na
Friday, Saturday na na na na
Sunday, Monday na na na na